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Book Link: You Fixed Me — Free for 5 days. Always free with Kindle Unlimited.
There’s a kind of love that doesn’t feel like a beginning. It feels like a relapse.
It doesn’t hold you gently—it disarms you, flays you, whispers I’m here while cutting just deep enough to draw blood. That’s the kind of love I write.
And You Fixed Me is that story at full volume. A queer romantic thriller where every kiss might be a trigger, every silence might hide a body, and the man who makes you feel safe might be the one who ends you.
I write across genres—memoir, horror, satire, dystopia, queer romance—but the paint on the walls never changes: trauma, queerness, survival. I don’t write queer books. I write human books where queerness isn’t the subject—it’s the architecture.
And You Fixed Me is built on unstable beams. You can feel them creak as you read.
Because this isn’t a book about healing.
It’s about what happens when someone looks at your most broken part and says: I like it better that way.
Meet Parker
A sous chef. Precise. Controlled. Quiet.
A man with a traumatic brain injury, fractured memory, and the kind of emotional detachment that keeps blood from staining the soul.
Except he keeps blacking out.
And when he wakes up—his shoes are wet.
His trash smells like bleach.
His hands feel clean in the way only something guilty can.
Enter Ben
A quiet, grounded man with a history he doesn’t talk about.
He’s kind. Present. Safe.
The kind of man who doesn’t flinch when Parker zones out mid-sentence, or goes still while chopping tomatoes. The kind of man who sees the monster through the mask—and kisses it anyway.
But maybe Ben should have flinched.
Because the body count is growing. And Parker doesn’t remember how the blood got there.
“I didn’t want to kill him. But I did want him to stop talking.”
—You Fixed Me
“Ben made me feel like I was human. But the human version of me was the one doing all the damage.”
—You Fixed Me
“The first time he kissed me, I thought, ‘Now he’s part of the crime scene.’”
—You Fixed Me
This is a thriller, but the tension isn’t just in the murders.
It’s in the intimacy. The long silences. The near-touches. The sense that something is always just off-frame.
You Fixed Me is about:
- Falling in love when you don’t even trust yourself
- Trying to build a future with hands that still smell like bleach
- The difference between protection and control
- What it means to be touched by someone who doesn’t flinch
- The way obsession and tenderness often speak the same language
And most of all, it’s about that razor-thin line between being loved and being exposed.
Why I Wrote This Book
I wrote You Fixed Me during a time when I didn’t trust myself to be touched. I was trying to heal from things that didn’t leave bruises, but did leave me dissociating in parking lots and panicking at the sound of my own voice.
Parker was born from that. A man who isn’t sure if his body is telling the truth.
A man who wants to love—but only if he can stay in control.
A man who realizes too late that love is the one thing you can’t sterilize.
There’s a metaphor buried here—about what it means to live with trauma, memory loss, and the compulsion to control your environment so tightly that no one can hurt you… but also, no one can hold you.
And then someone comes along who says: I’ll hold you anyway.
Even if you’re the one doing the hurting.
“You don’t trust me,” Ben said.
“I don’t even trust me,” I replied.
“Then let me carry that part too.”
—You Fixed Me
“I keep scrubbing the sink, and it never looks clean enough. Maybe because I don’t want it to be.”
—You Fixed Me
“He told me I was safe. That was his first mistake.”
—You Fixed Me
Who This Book Is For
If you love psychological thrillers with unreliable narrators, slow-burn queer romance, and intimacy that feels more dangerous than violence—you’ll live inside this book.
If you’ve ever been loved when you felt unlovable,
If you’ve ever hurt someone because it was easier than trusting them,
If you’ve ever blacked out and wondered what part of yourself came forward while you were gone—
Read this.
Read It Now—Free
You Fixed Me is free to download for the first 5 days. After that, it’s always free with Kindle Unlimited—which offers a 3-month trial.
If you’re new to my work, this is one of my most intimate, psychologically intense novels.
It doesn’t ask for your forgiveness. But it might make you forgive yourself.
Read You Fixed Me. Let it haunt you. Then tell someone about it.
And if it moved you—please leave a review. That’s how indie authors like me stay alive.
Thank you for continuing to support queer stories that don’t blink.
We’re not here to be safe. We’re here to be real.